Holocaust survivor, Gerda Weissmann Klein said, “Pain should not be wasted.”
And I am deeply grateful to three parents who live that wisdom.
Karen Ball began the Sturge-Weber Foundation when her daughter, Kaelin, was born with Sturge-Weber Syndrome accompanied by a significant facial port wine stain.
Because this Foundation was there when my son, Byron, was born with the same syndrome, we were not alone.
Karen continues to blaze trail after medical trail in service to others.
The Shepards of Casper, Wyoming
And then there are the Shepards.
Their son, Matthew, was murdered 20 years ago this month.
It was a hate crime for being gay.
Judy channeled her anger and pain and created good: The Matthew Shepard Foundation.
And for two decades, she and her gentle husband, Dennis, have traveled the country and the world erasing hate, promoting tolerance, and heralding human rights for all.
“This is not about courage or some higher calling; This is what happens when you piss off a mother.” – Judy Shepard
We spent this week-end in their presence.
On October 26, 2018 at 10 a.m., a public celebration of Matthew’s life will precede his interment at the National Cathedral in Washington, DC.
His remains are still not safe in Wyoming.
And that is unimaginable.
The Shepards model both public anguish and resilience as they counter the injustice of Matthew’s death.
And though their service to humanity cannot be measured, award after award attempts to quantify the shift their work is creating.
As Judy said during the Shepard Symposium for Social Justice in Laramie last spring, “This is not about courage or some higher calling; This is what happens when you piss off a mother.”
And for me, a mother still fighting for me children — sometimes out of fear, occasionally from anger, and mostly out of love — I spill tears every time I’m close to the energy that swirls like tornados around Judy and Dennis.
Because beyond the LGBTQ community, the work they do emphasizes justice for all human life on the planet.
“Pain should not be wasted.”
And for Judy and Dennis and Karen it hasn’t been.
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An excerpt from Dennis Shepard’s trial statement:
“You left him out there by himself, but he wasn’t alone . . . First, he had the beautiful night sky with the same stars and moon that we used to look at through a telescope. Then, he had the daylight and the sun to shine on him one more time — one more cool, wonderful autumn day in Wyoming . . . And through it all he was breathing in for the last time the smell of Wyoming sagebrush and the scent of pine trees from the snowy range. He heard the wind — the ever-present Wyoming wind — for the last time. He had one more friend with him. He had God.
“I feel better knowing he wasn’t alone.”
• Learn more at the Sturge-Weber Foundation
• Help Erase Hate at the Matthew Shepard Foundation
• Read about growing up in a moderately-tolerant town
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Ellen Synakowski (she/her/hers) lives in Laramie, Wyoming. Her website is EllenSynakowski.com. She is a Registered Craniosacral Therapist (RCST), is on the Board of Directors of the Biodynamic Craniosacral Association of North America (BCTA/NA), and has been practicing Biodynamic Craniosacral Therapy since 2013.
“Never forget that justice is what love looks like in public.” — C. West